Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain

Last day of work ? hopefully or maybe not ? i need money but lazy to go there work ? :x
Okays, i was late for meeting yujia again. == pulled myself out of my bed. (:
got ready, ate curry puff& bubble tea again ^^ reached there at 10.3o. :x
took photos in toliet :x

me& jia. i know i look weird. ==
sad face ):

sad face with a hat ? :x

i did this again. but no worries, both of them are rotten watermelon.
today was super super busy can. == keep getting criticised(suan) by my dad. == zz.
i didnt do anything wrong also get abit of scoldings/suans ? == i also noe wad i've to do.. ==
had abit of mood swing. dont care la, i anyhow do after that.
ate, helped out abit& off to meet dear. left slightly earlier then yujia. sorry.
went straight to changi. though it was the same cast, it was a different scene& story. (:
should be better than ytd ? but maybe he felt different ? *unsure.
walked T3& T2. (: that silly dear. went off at 5.15 to tampines.
bought mac, ate on the bus. i think i quite enjoyed the bus ride ? (:
Enjoying each moments, although being silent. (: wont get to see u for 8days soon. omg ? ):
was accompanied home though he was running late, meeting his friends for bball. thanks (:
maple-ed shortly after ^^

talked things through last night. im sorry.
so overall, should be happy today though the first part wasnt that good.
iloveyou! (:
I've been feeling very distracted, wad's wrong with me ? ==
maybe due to the inadequate sleep ? im sorry jyelin& yujia.
Been feeling weird lately ? maybe i was thinking too much..