Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain

woke up to an almost empty house. mother, dad& maid went out.
played maple alone till 4.00. 90% now ^^ planning to lvl tml. (:
quarrelled with my sis abt the usage of com == partly my fault.
but she should be 1min more patient ? == then she whack me, i whack her == blah blah.
she, as usual complained to my mom thinking she wont tell my dad.
(in the end, my mom didnt keep word& we both got lecturing.)
dear came to meet me at 4.20 after my mom& sis left at 4 (:
thanks for coming over& lending me money to buy food even though u were hungry& that u wanted to eat.. sorry. he pei-ed me eat& send me home..(:
packed my stuffs shortly after. made a list as im afraid i might forget to bring things along.

he's just so sweet at times (:
i hate the thought of having to be separated from u for 8days. ):
miss you lots.
that undeniable feeling.