Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain

Why does it hurt so much ? ): so much, so much.
I want u back.
I don't know what's wrong.
All i wanted was to know what went wrong, not to gain ur sympathy.
(This is not abt dear)

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Every step that I take is another mistake to you. - i truly believe this as so much is happening now.

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Dear, i kept thinking about the conversations we had ytd.
I have to be happy around u because i know u don't like me being moody.
Its ok, i will work on it.
I cant help to feel that you are disappointed in me, seeing ur eyes. :/
Its not that i want to give u cold shoulder. D:
Its not that i don't love u as much anymore.

Do i not smile as much as last already ?
Its not that i take u for granted.
I guess, i have never been a good gf?

I had a afternoon - mare after talking with eunice on msn.
Was very bad, i woke up in tears. ): I didn't know why... D:
It was abt dear. He's very precious to me.

What if...... All loved ones are gone one by one ?
I will be devastated.

Ok, that's all for now ):