Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain

thousand of words left unspoken.
we both didnt cherish yesterday. ):
Honestly what will become of me ? if u ever left.
things might just mean nothing.
tell me wad's wrong ):
i want to spent uncountable days with you ):
i hated that lethargic, emotionless feelings i felt from you towards me. ):
but i have to understand that u are tired..
&im glad you found a job as you wont feel so unhappy about money issues.
cons- lesser time ? maybe.
im sorry. just felt u are better off w/o me.
shouldnt expect u to trust my words. but its true that just& still love you ):
&yes, im very/quite picky when it comes to food. maybe sooner or later you might just sianqi me.
if only our hearts could talk..