Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain

Talked over the phone with dear last night. );
seems like he's so stress being with me ? especially when it comes to food.
yes, i can be very choosy with food until maybe he also don't really bother to remember wad dislikes/likes ? haaaaaaaaaais. ):
so sorry, i don't feel good. if only i can be more normal.. eat wad normal people eat normally. how pathetic of me.
we got no common interest when it comes to food. Maybe i should add in music ?
But i admit that those songs he listen to is nice, very classic. when it comes to music i don't have much preference as long as the lyrics is nice or the voice.
He introduced many things into my life, food, music he listens to, interesting websites, laughter's- very happy moments, not forgetting those not-so happy moments like example when we are having couple quarrels & many more.
I'm very very glad he appeared in my life & did that if not i might still be living in the well.
Unsure if i ever made much changes in his.


Did my tuition homework & went through 1 chapter of maths im weak in. - graphs. yaay, like finally.
Mum is being very irritating or helpful ?
She has been clearing up things & keeps calling me out of the computer room..
i used to love it when she clears my books/tables/cupboards for me..
But now ? i don't like it cos she always goes through things which are not supposed to be read by her & she knows it herself too.
Nobody asked her to clear for me right.... plus i have been clearing almost all of my stuffs already...
shall update later. Ok, I'm having maths tuition soon @ 4.