Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain

He was stuck in the lift today @ his workplace. lol ? super cute.
All i know was that i sat infront of the com for very very long today. ==
around 4+ i suddenly had the motivation to clear up my 2-3 tables, cupboard. yaay.
Making space for next year's books/worksheets/notes.
Didn't throw this year's notes as they might be needed for revision next year (:
felt like a housewife == so many notes/things to clear/things to throw.
Met dear shortly later. (: we were wearing same coloured shirt, red. lol.
Everytime drink coffee/teh-o or sth :x my ah gong :x :x :x lol.
Sat at the void deck & dear said that the bar of white chocolate i was eating might cause me being unable to conceive in future as it was china made :x
lol so i didn't finish eating it in the end :x Stayed there till 7.30. luckily mom haven't came home. (:
Piggyback again :D

Jyelin, yujia we haven't been in close contact for some time already. :x
we shall try to make time (:

Dear, i hope you wont change..
regardless of what the changes might be...
becos i like/lovee the way u are now (:
you are sooooo cuuute. :x opps :D (but i mean it)
Don't feel inferior silly. i thought i should be feeling that way :x
cant stop missing you when u were at work. ):
Tml is off day for u, yaay & somehow boooo :x :x