Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain

Hais. im so frustrated. fucking family problems which includes cousins. All my fault ?
So irritated. hais. Wad would u have done if u were me..? (don't wish to say it out here. Ask me abt it.)

Hate hearing those words from dear. Oh well.
Teared again. wads the use ? i myself also donnoe. zz post later again.
Met dear for awhile after mum left (:
Lol, curry puff was my rice for dinner accompanied with duofu (:
i was so hungry la. 3 cookies + dinner only for today ==
dear played some new game which i cannot download for donnoe wad reason so i was left alone to surf the com & watch tv till 10..
yay i can go out on tuesday for shopping/movie ^^ (: But i still have no idea wad to buy ==

i miss yoooouuu. :x