Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain

Did abit of my tuition homework today. I have lots of homework to complete, piles of things to clear/find before school starts. & i almost totally forget wadever i've learnt this year ? oh my.. D;
Mum when to fetch dad from airport while i stayed at home.
Com-ed abit before mum came to fetch me to do Christmas shopping for her friends.
It was rather boring going raffles with her.. as there was nothing to shop for teenagers ? D;
The things there all very mature-looking ? == alot of evening wears. accompanied her shop till 5 plus. Cookies again ! (: with aching legs/back/neck...
Went to my dad there. Was raining quite heavily.
Dear played lan @ plaza area. Went to dad's there.
Ate dinner, went over to plaza to collect mom's hp & met dear after he 'finished' playing lan.
He look so tired/moody/restless. DD; hais. spent around less than 30mins tgt. ); then parted after mom called.
Went home with dad after that. wad a boring life.

Hated it when mom talks like that.. so irritating );
Its like as if she changed into another person. D; Forever helping dad, defending him & giving in to him. hais.
He's like some one so so so so important to u. & you only have him in ur eyes, really disregarding the rest. D;
Will i be like you next time ? D; i really hope it wont happen.

Dear, my dear, cheer up. smile more (: i miss ur smiles, laughter & you. D; i really do miss you alot ))):
I dont mind u being protective/overprotective, seriously. cheer up & smile.