Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain

Edited my last post, mistake pointed out by sis & the crave for column (:
Used the com, watched tv & started my poa notes today (:

eunice
Like finally, Saw wad u wrote.
I am so sorry if u felt neglected :x It must have felt horrible.
yes, this isnt like last already. we have all moved on already, having our own group of friends, doing different things in our life.
I have never blamed u/jo for wad has happened today. sorry that i got back to you late abt the outing. =/
Just want to say that if u have any troubles or wadsoever, u can call me/look for me.
i will go over definately if i can & if i cant, i will still try my best.
Espically in school, when i heard that u are moody or troubled, i will rush over to ur class. (:
so dont worry & cheer up abt this ok ?(: see u on sunday ^^

i will update this post tml as i need to go already.
Typed so long then didnt managed to save. zzz. ):