Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain

Dad was out of town & mom left at 7am. woke up at 7.15. i was late D;
dear & i were supposed to meet before he goes to work.
was miss-called thrice & i didnt even feel the vibration, i still continue lying on my bed == so in the end he went to work alone after the phonecall.
oh well, didnt manage to sleep back as the sun was so glaring. ==
i did awhile of online shopping. saw some nice tops but too bad couldnt order as i dont have credit card D;
forum-ed & did a couple of blog-hop. met him after work for awhile.
He's a baddie, ask me to eat & grow fatter with him ? omg, faint.

Last night.
Him: 'my love for u is so much that i don't know when its going to end'
Me: -i was so happy, as far as i rmbed.- ~~~ (:
Today.
Dear, im sorry if i made u feel bad/no confidence abt urself.
felt so useless/lousy as ur gf. hais. im so sorry.D; ):