Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain

woke up at 7.00 or 7.30, sent my sis off to the airport tgt with my grandmother, uncle & aunt.
did abit of window shopping in the airport with mom after they went off.
Reached home, slept & maple-d.
decided to go plaza as mum's handphone has to visit the repair shop. lend mum my Panasonic hp.
after his work, dear say wanted to find me but i didn't want him to.
so at the end, he went to play at plaza arcade play till 10 ? hais should i bother ? Does it make a difference ?
went over to dad's there & ate abit for dinner.
mapled & blogged-(:

& A beautiful lie. hais.
where are all the Used-To-Be's ?
false-hoped today. ohwell.

Talked to mum regarding some matters, but should/can i trust her ? im soooo unsure. ):
Don't feel so good at times.. but somehow its better that she knows about it ? ):