Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain

Since i lost this r/s, i lost myself.
I still think of you.
Rather think of you and remember you smiling at me than you feeling im neglecting you.
I love seeing your face lit up with that smile whenever you see me. No matter how angry you are with me, i know u cant help but smile when u see me.


But it's different now..

My wrong..
I have done you wrong.
I hope im able return one day and cherish you even more.
Needa sort out my thoughts.
Or am i avoiding?
Im gonna keep myself very busy everyday.
会不会好过一点?


从前从前 有个人爱我很久
但偏偏 风渐渐
把距离吹得好远
我怎么看不见
好不容易 又能再多爱一天
但故事真正的最后....会是怎么样的?


I miss...