Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain

I wish i had more motivation.
I wish that i wont have to sleep because sleeping waste time.
I wish i will stop procrastinating.

I wish that i will stop feeling so exhausted.

I wish that i will stop being so forgetful.

I wish to stop being a burden to others.

I wish to stop wishing and move on to work now.

But i need my sleep.

It's now or never.