Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain

I haven't eaten much for today. Its 7.20pm now.
Just water &cereal(breakfast)
Blasting music to stop me from thinking about many other things.
I think i am torturing myself.

Why cant i be more understanding?
Maybe to start off, i am not at all (?)

It does not means that when a couple is tgt for a quite awhile, they have no quarrels/no misunderstandings/or whichever that matters.

Have been bad-tempered these few days ):
Not to mention, irritated too.
Seems like everything is getting on my nerves. :(
Very bad, i know. I think dear also cannot stand it already.


Regardless of which,
我還愛你 :(


Links are linked, Tags are replied, finally !