Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain

Departure from singapore to aust ): ]: D: >:( =( \: /:

We took the same plane as my sis SQ 225.
It was morning flight - 1.10 am.
Dear sccompanied me sms till that time (: thanks.

On the plane pout *
'Can i go home now ?'
'I miss bloster, bed &my friend*, can i go home now?'
'I dont want to go australia, can?'
'Really must go ah *sad face'
'Huh, reach aust le ah *sad face'

From the airport till i board the plane &when the plane land, i kept asking my mom.
Several times!

I think she ignore me loh ):

mom and i, before the airplane fly.
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During the flight, i didnt even sleep at all.
Eyes were extremely puffy, dry and sore from all the tearing, of cos mom donnoe!

Stomach was not feeling well even before i boarded the plane.
Hated it! Make me feel as though everything is revolting. ):
Stomach churning like crazy, its not as though i am hungry or what. Got this bloated feeling.
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Upon reaching aust - on the plane.