Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain

Those horrible words exchanged today :/
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Thanks for returning to look for me even after u left, for smiling after all that, for comforting me after all those, for being there when my tears refused to listen to me.
You are a big part of my life, u are important.
I am terribly sorry, pig.
D:

work tomorrow, sleeping time now :/