Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain

I didn't know how i fell asleep last night or should i say 2am ?
All i could remember was tossing & turning over & over again but unable to sleep.
Looking in my dark room, several thoughts ran through my mind. :/
Felt so lost, so vulnerable.... )':

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Will she come &find me ? (with respect definitely.)
Hows dear coping ? Is he sleeping well ?
Why, why must all these happen now ? Why must tmr the 2nd ?
&many more i guess..

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After less than 5hours of sleep, i woke up with a saturated mind. :/
Skip the cleaning up/showering part.
Arrived @ school slightly late for nlvl Chinese papers even though my mum drove me to school.
Luckily exams haven't really started. :/
Didn't manage to complete my Chinese composition & also last question of my comprehension question- ran out of time (as usual).
Well, went to find ms wong after the papers for abit of ss.
Lunched @hougang point with yujia &co.
Stayed there till 4. Thanks jia. (: