Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain

dear,

happy 21 months.
Thanks for being with me thoughout all these months.

Love.

Specially came in at 12 :/

Guess you are asleep now.

Sweet dreams.

Theres something which seem wrong, weird.

Sometimes i try to comprehend, yet i still couldnt understand why.

WHY?! ):

Will you be there ? *not so hopeful.