So many things happened during this week.
I had nlvl chinese oral today. Well, i guess its not too bad.
Knew how to read the words though with little difficulties. :/
Tied my hair for the exam. :D
&released it after that :D
Went hougang mall with dear.
Was thinking of dropping by Eunice's hse but didn't in the end :/
Reached home @ 6.30 :x
Taken on some particular day the moment i reached class :D
hidding elmo. looool.
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Some time during this week - monday night i guess.
Had an arguement with dad.
I'm glad that i have that arguement with him :D
Becos it still make me hate him even more ! yaaaaaaay.
Though tears of anguish rolled down when i heard what he said, it doesn't matter.
I told myself i will feel better after at least 2days.
There were times when i felt like crying out loud.
But i overcame them.
Although i wasn't able to when in the arms of dear. -i teared ):
Sounds stupid & weak but well, if u are in my position, i bet you will too.
I wish to kick that unreasonable asshole out of my life, when im 21.
Moving out with mom & sis or maybe staying alone, i don't care.
Even though we are living under one roof,
i barely see him,
Hardly speak a word.
Thinking about it, I'm happy abt it, too (:
Used to bother but i guess, it doesn't matter.
I'm avoiding him now, as much as i can. - staying in the room is so much better (:
His birthday is coming & i DOUBT we are celebrating it for him, just like father's day. Hah.
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Not forgetting, eunice's bday coming soon! lol.
Exams are round the corner too! ):
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I'm utterly disappointed in you; i guess i was totally wrong about you.
If you want to carry on like that, go ahead.
Yes, the words from you do hurt. But its better to know it now than in the future.
It really doesn't matter already, even if it means im alone in school or without friends.
People can advise, encourage you, teach you or even force you but if you urself don't listen, learn & start doing, no one can help you.
If its so difficult for you, i rather we end it here.
I know you will be reading this.
It doesn't matter if u think im talking rubbish after reading this.
But i have to tell u, its useless doing all those acts.
All the best.
* well those who don't know about this incident & start taking sides, i think its unfair.
Theres lots of misunderstanding. Come directly to me if u want to know or to criticise, i will wait.
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Thanks eunice, yujia & mich.
Although its mainly only you - 3friends, thanks for being there.
I'm satisfied already.
Numbers doesn't matter, seriously.
I don't care too (:
Even if it means being alone at times, i will still be a happy/satisfied loner. lol! (:
&of cos u pigg.
I love u alot.
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