Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain

Dear injured his left ankle while playing against another team, again!
He told me about the fall/incident on the friday night, around 1hr after the incident took place which was midnight.
Didn't think it was that serious but was rather unhappy about it. :/
I was told the full story on saturday.
:( @!#%#@&$
He was trying to shoot the ball through the basket above when another team(some other guy) pushed him down.
Thus, he fell & hurt his ankle. :(


Because of his sprained ankle, I was so worried as i cannot even see him! :(
What a useless/lousy gf I'm right.
It also it has happened several times.

I know its not his fault but i cannot control my emotions. ):
As a result, i didn't even eat well ytd & today. :/ & also cried after talking to him.
I guess he doesn't know. :/
I'm sorry, sorry for not being there with you.
sorry for being too worried. :(
Hais.

What i say seems unimportant to you. You want to do things ur way.
Like wanting to play bball just 2 weeks after u recover.
Knowing that ur ankle might be sprained, you still will go ahead playing bball. because its ur passion. There's no use telling you or maybe even caring.
Because of the sprain which is caused by bball, you can forgo meeting ur friends & me.
Just because you think you love me more then i do, i have to listen to you instead of you listening to me. ): hais~

Is not the same anymore. :(

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Actually i have nothing to blog.
& i guess its going to be a boring monday tmr. :/
But its ok, i will study. :x
Seriously, through incidents like this- regardless of friendship or family ties, it really made one know more about the other.
Because i will know what kind of person he/she is.

I guess its-

Smile not because its over, smile because it happened (:
Thanks eunice, you told me this once in the past (:

Study time i guess! :x
Oh, not forgetting, dinner with family later.
Bye. Photos up when im free.