Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain

Here im blogging after reading serveral newspapers, reports &the news. :/
Many more are dying out & its horrible ): moreover they are innocent people.
& now 1 of china's dam is spoilt. -.- That means more the death toll will continue to rise.
Those who are saved now doesn't mean that they will be able to survive.
For the worst have yet to come.

Be grateful as all these doesn't happen on us.

I have been so bored today ):
&luckily dear came over today, thanks. (:
Played viwawa until i was soo irritated! D:

most of the time, i feel like I'm irritating him &he feels irritated.
May this not be the case.
& when I'm troubled, its best i don't sigh. Because he hates it.
How to manage ? howhowhow.
I don't want it to be like that ):
hopefully, i will be more independent &flawless.. D: