Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain

Happy international friendship day!

michx gave me/us sweet today (: eileen, amanda &kahming made lollipops with notes for everyone in the class too.

It wasn't much of a 'lesson day' as everyone wasn't in the mood to pay much attention.

Saw our class photos already; it wasn't as bad as i expected. (:

Stayed awhile after school for the charity event.

Met dear after that.

Photos:

Thanks eileen, amanda &kahming (:
evaa,waner,yinyin&emily's lollipop.

michx,amanda,jieying&me.

(:

Let's end this post with judey ang-ang's blur face with michx behind.

Dear, it has never occurred that being with me will make you feel that way.
i had always thought that being able to make u smile was enough. But i was so wrong about it.
i was at a loss today, upon u telling me all those.
It felt as though u were going to leave me. Trust me, that feeling was so real.
you seem beyond repair, so dead &there's nothing i can do about it.
All i can truthfully tell you is : i have never felt bored with u; regardless of whether i was moody or happy with you.
even if i said i was, it was because i have many restrictions.
It was seriously like an addiction.
Like i ever said before, as long as u are with me, i will be contented. & it doesn't matter about the place we are at.
i cant blame you for thinking like that as we have been together for 17months.
you have been trying hard to make things better, to make me happy, to make this relationship a be happy one &i have been trying my best, to gain trust from my mother.
But, will it all be too late ?
Don't leave me please;