Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain

I completed reading eclipse today! After many attempts of packing the camp bag, its finally done. Amazing.
With the help of my sister, who seem to love to squeeze everything in. thanks.
The bag is like so bulky though there's nothing much inside, only necessities.
&it weighs 4kg!, 1kg lighter than my school bag. i should be glad.
Didn't feel so good today D: I'm sorry.

i will miss you!
Please takecare of urself when im not around. Love.

takecare everyone :D

There's emotions words just cant seem to describe.