Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain

Went to see the doctor today, regarding my shoulder aches. D:
Right muscles are very tense. Then spent the day at home, met pig &maple-ed with him.

The higher the expectation, the greater the disappointment.
struggled alot with my feelings in the afternoon. D:
Do all those need to happen today ?
I'm so sorry pig..
Thanks for coming to see me in the end.
i love you still.

Jye lin, jiayous on poa!