Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain

Had maths test today. :x i only remembered that last night. ==
Didn't managed to revise at all. so, farewell to my 8marks on graph, circle & integers. ):
& i almost dosed off while doing the paper. ==
Walked to hgpt with jyelin, yujia, huiqi, eunice & eunice(vball) to buy finger food :D
Had cca orientation after that. Changed into cca tee. (: nice but looks rather translucent :x
Prepared the songs & the guys were like super excited. lol, they did so many funny things like laughing during presenting the song & introducing the ensemble to the sec1s. :x
Luckily we didn't have to perform for many classes as sec1s had limited time to watch our cca performances.
But that might mean lesser recruits for this year.
Went home after eunice boarded the bus. Met dear around 6.

Dear.
I didn't want to be moody/angry. But those msgs really meant alot to me.
Mainly becos its u the msgs are sent to & received from. ):
& i want to remember those we had gone through in the past.
Although you apologised & it wasn't intentional, it just seem that they mean nothing to you =/ ):
Cant imagine waking up without being able to remember wad ever happened in the past.
i have to write down/save things as i cant rely on the lousy memory i have.
Think u are better now already ? Im sorry. ):

Jyelin & friends.
I apologise for today. Going recess with huiqi while u all catched up.
Already said i was very famished & time is running up :x sorry.
Might have lesser time tgt for recess unlike last as its going to be difficult as we have to wait for all our 3classes to get ready before going down. ): saad.

In the canteen == The sea of people, hence queue's are so long. =/ zz.
Still have to squeeze ur way though them. ==