Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain

2days before the end of this year. D;
Woke up extra early to prepare for today's outing :D (:
cab-ed to meet dear at 11.30 & went to eat ljs. He was tired. D:
he slept at 3 & i waited till 1.30-2 am :x ==
supposed to meet ym at 12 but we changed the time to 12.30 & we were late so we arrive @ 12.50 ? :x
so sorry. we never Kai fang(open room) la ==
accompanied erzi to eat his lunch @ plaza, secret recipe. :x
He ate while i didn't. dear drank some coffee & i ate the ice. lol.
Dear & i got present from him ^^. a box of chocolates. (:
played ym's psp while waiting for him. (: i was called slow == :x
erzi wanted to buy sunglasses so we went over to marina square :x
i was hungry already by then :x Ate mac chicken accompanied with ljs fries & drink. lol ==
Saw a few nice clothes :x im going back there, i swear lol. & saw ym's sunglasses :x
They went to play 3 rounds of pool. lol ? went in although we were underage but were uncaught.
i tried once again, finally (: havent forgotten wad was taught. lol.
Left marina for far east @5. He kept playing psp la == D;
was i being paranoid ? D; ): should i care or not ? =/ *hate this thinking..
but nevertheless, at least he still remembers that i don't really like... D;
soooo many shoes & clothes :x lol ? its mostly females wear. ym & gh dear was like zzz. lol super funny.
im also going back there one day to get them :x wahahahah. :D
yaoming bought a necklace, of cos with men's design ==
The variety of sunglasses there was as much as marina. :x
Left far east for my dad's place @ 6. :x
Dear accompanied me to my dad's place while ym went back to marina to get the sunglasses he wanted.
Met ym at my dad's place to have dinner around 7.10.
lol, hope they don't misunderstand the his is my bf :x if not die liao ? cos my grandmother saw him. :x
Mom sort of rushed him to eat finish as my grandmother wanted to go. So sorry :x
i was rather pissed off so i walked away & let mom accompany ym.

Hope u enjoy this day.. (:
he wore the shirt he chose & bought with me :D
Dear's at his friend's chalet now D;
i miss himm alot. ):
well, hopes he enjoys. (:

fyi, im writing long post becos im afraid i will forget any of this D;
ok, need to catch some sleep already. tml need to meet Eunice for outing! (: yaay.

& not forgetting, those who are in Na, the criteria for promoting to Sec 5N is to have a pass in English Language and the aggregate score of their best 3 subjects(lower than 10 points) at the ‘N’ level examinations.
Here's the website. http://www.moe.gov.sg/press/2007/pr20071002.htm.