Could it be that I played a game to lose you, I can't maintain

went to work again today. will be doing so only for around one week till friday.
met yujia again at the mrt. i was late again == or maybe i was on time and she was early.
did the usual things.
have been yawning since i woke up of bed.
imagine how tired it was after work. clocked out at 3. hands& backaches.
ate long john silver with yujia. saw viviena& ex-church friends at the train station.
train-ed back to hougang station. reached home at 5.
he had to attend to a funeral at changi there. omg ? ==
hence we didnt meet today. mum came back early.
im so bored. fell asleep while watching tv. lol ?
leaving on monday, 26. flying to korea.
i hate the thought of leaving.

will u be better off w/o me around ?
where are u ?! :x
iloveuiloveuiloveu. :x
went through those past conversations we had. <3
my zibizibi type bf (: hah.